.Thursday, February 28, 2008 ' 9:24 PM Y
Deh 10$ big note winner. RETARD.
And again..!
Deh 2 IDIOTS trying to be a RETARD.
A little picnic in class.
I beging to belive our form cher looks like a MONKEY!!! *ahem*
Guess school toilet not that dirty ba. *think again*
*HELAP* iim bleeding does my house has had a plaster? -.0"
Of coz its my fav-ed charecter wor :D!
Saw this van on e way home *SHIMMER*
Labels: -NOTHING TO DISPLAY-
. ' 8:56 PM Y
Problems in my house. Unable to be fixed by lightening the mood. Or a comment hear and theirNever knowing when to talk and when to shut up. For fear of setting the bomb off. Just when the smoke had cleared from the previous explosion. Thinking of my world had stopped making mi cry. Just to find out just how well it still can br. Over and over again... The explosion rockets through mi again. And iim helpless to stop it going off. ii cant do anything to make it better. Fearing for one that would tear mi.. World apart for good. And dealing with more than the people who are setting it off. Will ever know Until its too late. And iim already gone. Into my head and are never coming back. ii go and ignore reality. To stop the hurting and pain. But it still comes back to mi. Like a fly that just keeps coming back. ii cant kill it. But ii cant ignore it.?! Why just why people canot understand..? Just when i need some one to talk to people just leave mi. Just when dey need help dey come bak. I am tired. I dont wana be here any more. I just wish i could slowly fade away soon. I dont wana be here any more. Since my mum shoo want mi to go oversea to study shld i say yes. But thats not wad i rly wan. But i also dont wana be here any more. Nothing ish important to mi ant more. Nether am i important to any 1 .. soo? i shld go to a place whr no one knows mi and start again?.. Can any one gif mi an answer. That i said so much will any 1 even care? hu will care to feel my hurt my pain. ?!.. But wad can ii do.?
Whell went out with pri school fwen.. Woots chat . laught . draw alot. >_< bhb =".="">
Labels: FADING x]
.Wednesday, February 27, 2008 ' 5:37 PM Y
My heart is screaming,My hands are bleeding,
From the way I’ve been treated,
By so-called mother,
Who know no ends
of torture. FINE! I’ll admit! I’m defeated!
I’ve been shoved from de earth,
Kicked from the coop,
I feel there’s no one left for me.
I want to cry everyday,
From the things that they say,
Maybe one day, she will see…
That it’s just who I am,
But no one understands,
Who I am inside.
And until they see
Inside of me,
From them, I will hide.
They don’t accept what I like,
Like my favorite hobby, or my favorite food,
But they expect me to accept them.
So now, all I need
Is a person to see,
Who i really am inside.
That what I need?!...
[IT END-ED]
I am tired liaows why why of all people my mum must be the one not understanding mi!
So who am ii?Even my mum dont understand mi...Check my room .. can i even have some privacy? When i MIA .. have eu even cared.. Have eu ever reflect on urself? Can eu even fit 2 be a mother? Please lor. Would eu even care how i feel. How hurt i am?
What have i do 2 deserve this? I wish i could be gone 2molo.
{JUST SIMPLY SLOWLY FADE AWAY}
I ever wish to end my life. but i wont coz i am going to show eu ITE is nt the end. And designing ish my dream. that eu will look up to mi and watch mi rise. ii.. i just hate it.
HATE SCHOOL - Its just one more year..
HATE EU - 2more years n eu ar gone
HATE ALMOST EVERYTHING - when i die
I just hate to put on a smile every day. Its just so fake! I always belive that tomorrow will be batter. But it seemed worste. I belive in fate but. Now i dont. For a good reason. I am tired i wish to rest. Its really hard to be a living human. Its even harder to be mi...
Labels: JUST UNDERSTAND
.Tuesday, February 26, 2008 ' 8:40 PM Y
Sometimes things are to much to bear,At times I wish I just didn’t care.I look at others with so much envy,How can they stay so happy?Nothing seems to get them down,I hardly ever see them frown.That’s when I realize its just an act,Truth is they have it just as bad.Some even have it far worse than I,But to the world they choose to lie.Not wanting anyone to know what’s real,Hiding the pain and the real way they feel.Smiling faces all around,How many are really frowns?Looking into their eyes you can see,Pain and sadness… they too are unhappy.But why do they put on this show?Why don’t they want the world to know?All this time I thought I was alone,Not knowing that others felt the same cold.The cold that you feel when your sad and depressed,When you cant figure why your life’s such a mess.Labels: SADNESS
.Monday, February 25, 2008 ' 9:40 PM Y
HEHE! i shall show off =3!
This was given 2 mi by my papa in china :D tho its piink =.= but nvm. There behinde got alot telephone wan cor ppl ask mi :X!
Labels: NEW SHOE
. ' 9:29 PM Y
Lonely is a state of mind they sayI say it becomes life in a way
Don't tell me I can change
You can't tell me I'm strange
It's a state of mind, you said
But I sometimes wish I was dead
When no one is there by your side
there is no one in whom to confide
You can't tell me I'm the odd one out
That this is what life is all about
You know what I've been through
You know when the debt is due
Is there a man out there
In whom I could actually care?
Or do I live my life alone
And make my heart a stone.
Labels: TIRED~
.Monday, February 18, 2008 ' 3:24 PM Y
Yar lor i know euu hate mi ar? HATE mi for all i care.. can even [SUE] mi lar! NVM its just tat one more year and i shall be gone :D! i will be out of ur side in no time. ii know euu canot w8 for tat day right? ii pray to tat the day will come soon-er.. Every day I walk the halls;
And every day I see me fall,
Trying hard to please them all.
Walking in I see them frown.
Irreversible by a clown.
I try to talk;
But they ignore.
Till I leave;
Tears no more.
I seek a hug;
A caring face.
I receive a shrug;
Without a trace.
Those I’ve loved,
Have come and gone.
While the rest,
Are here to show.
How much less;
I am to them.
Hated !
Well guess wad even if euu ar silently reading this wad i wan to say ish i also hate you ?
I want to shoot you in your face with a shotgun.
I\'d cut off your face if I thought I\'d get away with it.
We both know there\'d be too much blood,
and I\'m a little worriedthat I\'d get squeamish.
I\'d like to play your stupid ribs like some kind of horror movie
Xylophone.
It wouldn\'t be pretty.
You\'re not pretty.
I\m not pretty to.
Sure, that\'s not why I hate you,
but it\'s not helping.I\'m not a butcheror a baker.
But I\'ll be closer to a butcher by the timeI\'m done.
And euu know wad alot of us hate euu to i wont say hu but i hope euu know
euu arr just a FUUCKED UP BACKSTABER! have euu relized? maybe euu have not but in time 2 come euu will :D!
Labels: ITS TO GOOD TO BE TRUE
.Sunday, February 17, 2008 ' 8:30 AM Y
THE TIMES THAT MI AND ERIN HAVE :D 
This is how the RETARD flag a TAXI :D!
Do not Try this at home
SLIPPERS .. WHITE N BROWN COOL BO(:
Xchg SLIPPERS were cool but xchg legs =="
ERIN's BRO *NO DIRTY THOUGHTS* >_>"
AND TATS ERIN TRYING TO BE THE BANANA =_+
People say I'm weird.
[Is that a crime?]
People say I'm different.
[That's why you can see me.]
They tell me I'm not "down to earth."
[They're right, you know.]
They tell me to get my head out of the clouds,
[But they just want to fly, too.]
Labels: THAT LOL MEMORY's
. ' 7:54 AM Y
こんなに好きなのに どうして何もかもが壊れていくんだ？
あたしたちはなぜ愛し合った？
切なすぎて混乱しちゃう。
あたしのことを大事にしなきゃやだ！
あたしだけを見て欲しいの！ あたしだけのものになってよ！・・・
叫びたいけど、心の声が小さすぎて途中でのどに詰まっちゃう。
どうしてこんなにも不安になるんだろう。 あの子は私より可愛い。
あの子は私よりあなたと気が合う。
あの子は私なんかよりずっと素直で優しいのに。
どうしてあたしを選んだの？後悔してる？
あたしを選んだことに後悔ある？あたしは後悔なんかしてないし、
絶対にしない。あたしはあなたがいるから生きていける。
すべてを失ってもすべてを諦めてもあなただけを愛し続ける自信はある。
だけど、あなたは違うのかな？私を、愛してますか？あなたの腕の中が一番心地いいよ。
一緒にいると、世界一の幸せ者だよ。 何があったって構わない！この気持ちに嘘は無い。
人はそれぞれ愛し合って、いつか別れる時がある。 だけど、
あなたとだけは離れたくない。この気持ちを、無駄にしないでね。
あなたは、あたしに「もっと頼ってもいいよ」と言ってくれた。
その言葉は私を救った。でもやっぱり不安な時は言えないよ。
嫌われたくないから溜めといておく。もう限界だよ・・・私の頭と心の中はあなたでいっぱい。
他の人を愛するなんて、有り得ない。あたしって、うっとうしい？あたしって、
うざい？こんな私を受け止めてくれたのは、あなただけだった。
感謝してるよ。
Labels: ありがとう
